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Friday, November 18, 2011

sick T.T

oh no!! my lovely readers =) my throat is so damn pain!!!! infection!!! medicine agn -.-
dizzy world~~ once i swollow something even that's a liquid. it's also very very very pain. just like putting an injection on my throat!!! ah!!!! sweet honey also no use... duh @.@


sorry!!! :B

Monday, November 14, 2011

thanks =)

came here and just wanted to thanks my papa and mama for buying me iPhone and Swatch watch.
not happy meal watch already lah.. == this really cost 390 bucks! nice :))


Saturday, November 12, 2011

somehow...

today was my last day for 2011 senior1 school's life in TJHS. and also the prizes giving day for all those society. but im not really happy today...

why? i myself also donno. maybe i put too much wishes on 成果彙報 but it made me depressed. or my senior3's buddies are gonna leave this schl and turning for further study. or maybe i really missed you much. i need your hug!!! it's so true that im longing for your hug so long time... i miss your voice! i miss your face! i miss the way you tease me! i miss the way you call my name! i miss you teach me many things! i miss all the part you with me everyday! even if you are there not to talk with me, but just let me see you once for awhile! come back and talk to me!!! :((

and shoooo sudden. i missed my popo and gorgor. i cried for them just now just because i missed them really much~! are you planning to come to my dream world today? i wanted to see your face and tell you some story that happened on me this year. long time never chat with you bro.. i need you! i love you! wish you're happy with popo and gonggong up there.

sorry that i love ya'll :))

Sunday, October 23, 2011

release!! :)

successfully...
i released my stress by chatting with friends and watch my favourite movie #forensic III
i released my anger by listening to some advice and forgiving all the people ( this is what i must do before study psychology ) xD

i stopped being a soft girl. now im a big big girl. im happy be with friends. i learn to be patient on every particular thingy. i might became mature because of the guy. he taught me: you must be mature if not some other people will dislike you. you must learn from experience and always be humble. listen to others more than giving ur opinion in some time.

thks anyway. but don't no why. i love this song #count on me - bruno mars, just because its lyrics formed for friends. its a really nice song. nowadays i used to love bruno mars very well. of course i'll not forget my friend show lo.

jiayou NICOLE KOK!

Saturday, October 15, 2011

wii~~ :)

wii wang wang~~ i used to be a strong and happy girl nowadays... ahha donno why? :O fast fast!! left two more subjects to go and it's gonna end the exam!!! wohoo~!

tetapi hor... my smile has dissapeared as long as i saw the things you post. what you mean huh? i need to live under your control isit? i need to listen all of your instruction to the right of life isit? you thought you're the king of malaysia?! eff. you're misunderstanding on everything. but you just like to put one hand or leg in this situation. who tell you that you're havin' this qualification? oh ya! forgotten that you're a king.brainless...huuuuhh...~~

just calm myself in a really cool situation and tell myself. yes, you're really did something bad. but what for im angrying with you? no matter you're right or wrong / what people told me about you / it's a fact or joke... i'll still take you as a friend. although we may not meet everyday... know who am i talking about huh~!

有些人講話就是沒經過大腦 還是腦殘 腦袋秀逗吼? 隨便拉 反正你就是奇怪 奇怪到不可理喻 但你都不知道科技的發達嗎 人算不如天算啊 你就是做是不夠謹慎 才會百密一疏 自己懂自己干了什麽是拉 我不再計較 因爲你不值得

給自己一個微笑 =)

Sunday, October 9, 2011

exam-eve :X

lol. for me, exam-eve always meant to be a restful day. let our mind stop thinking and having a fully rest before walk in the exam hall. but donno why :/ this time's exam keep ruin me all the day. the nervous feeling cant stop, well, but im not distracting by anything~ actually nowadays, there's a person keep making me 'unlike' him/her. i'll not mention the name, maybe someone will know it.

know wat? i hate when tht fella said 'don care'. i hate when tht fella just treat me good when he/she needed me to do something. and he/she will not appreciate for it. i hate when he/she just noticed me as a passbyser. i hate when he/she just remember me when he/she needed me, without that, he/she'll just leave me alone. goodness!!! in summarization, I HATE YOU, dude~

u taught me to be mature girl, but u're just represented u're not and u're childish~ LOL xD

Saturday, September 24, 2011

apologize :S

1st. thr's really a misunderstanding situation now... and so im truly giving an apologize to THOSE.
[ maybe write in chinese will be more clear ]

其實 我並沒有惡意 我真的沒有討厭你們 只是純粹開玩笑 發洩一下罷了 如果覺得我這個玩笑開太大 我真得很抱歉 我那時只是純粹的喜歡他 欣賞他 沒別的意思 而且事情過了這麽久 也沒有必要這麽在意了 雖然說現在大家都好像陌生人 但我不希望這個誤會一致的蔓延下去 我真的沒有要讓大家討厭你們 我也沒有跟大家說你不好 但最讓我疑惑的是 我從很多人口中得知 你們在事發之前 就有在我背後說了一些‘話’ 我之所以才會對你們開始有那麽一丁點的反感 我真的不是要讓你們難堪 可以不要把事情嚴重化嗎

換個角度來想 我那個時候 只是以喜歡一個人的角度 去吃醋一個人
我真的沒有惡意 再次聲明

再説 我真的沒有到處唱衰你們 真的沒有
但我聽説的是 你們一直說我
或許這也是個誤會
很抱歉 讓你們這麽不爽
事情 真的沒有你們想得這麽複雜 拜托 真的沒有惡意
你們要怎樣都不管我的事 我會祝福你們
對不起產生這麽大的誤會

今天 我的一個朋友 開了這個話題
感覺 把話講清楚 整個人輕鬆了 不會再有任何猜疑 揣測 甚至不信任
由始至終 我都沒有討厭你們 話説,開始是有點不開心 但都過去了
事情真的過了很久 久得我都忘記了……
最後 我還是要謝謝我的那個朋友 告訴我這一切 謝謝 =)