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Tuesday, December 6, 2011

yes?! x)

it's the second month of holiday. it's just simply mean that holidays gonna be over and schl life comin' soon. oh damn! schl life comes with SPM! how??!! study now?? no direction at all... all my buddies had finished up their SPM and they're now havin' their freedom life.

although i know without studying now, i've nothing to do. movies? NO. tv? NO. hang out? NO. facebook? NO. twitter? NO. oh damn. all these are boring!!! study is more boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh~~~ and now. am sick. i donno why. i could describe that this year's was my sick year. almost every month i got sick. no matter mile or serious one. duh...seriously, i hate sick. especially sick when im alone. really really felt lonely!!!

and now. i tried to call everyone at night~ coz i really really cant sleep well. and can say that im very very hyper active. but donno where to use. ahha !! xDDD okay well~~ chit-chat with friends is one of my choice now! =P

Friday, November 18, 2011

sick T.T

oh no!! my lovely readers =) my throat is so damn pain!!!! infection!!! medicine agn -.-
dizzy world~~ once i swollow something even that's a liquid. it's also very very very pain. just like putting an injection on my throat!!! ah!!!! sweet honey also no use... duh @.@


sorry!!! :B

Monday, November 14, 2011

thanks =)

came here and just wanted to thanks my papa and mama for buying me iPhone and Swatch watch.
not happy meal watch already lah.. == this really cost 390 bucks! nice :))


Saturday, November 12, 2011

somehow...

today was my last day for 2011 senior1 school's life in TJHS. and also the prizes giving day for all those society. but im not really happy today...

why? i myself also donno. maybe i put too much wishes on 成果彙報 but it made me depressed. or my senior3's buddies are gonna leave this schl and turning for further study. or maybe i really missed you much. i need your hug!!! it's so true that im longing for your hug so long time... i miss your voice! i miss your face! i miss the way you tease me! i miss the way you call my name! i miss you teach me many things! i miss all the part you with me everyday! even if you are there not to talk with me, but just let me see you once for awhile! come back and talk to me!!! :((

and shoooo sudden. i missed my popo and gorgor. i cried for them just now just because i missed them really much~! are you planning to come to my dream world today? i wanted to see your face and tell you some story that happened on me this year. long time never chat with you bro.. i need you! i love you! wish you're happy with popo and gonggong up there.

sorry that i love ya'll :))

Sunday, October 23, 2011

release!! :)

successfully...
i released my stress by chatting with friends and watch my favourite movie #forensic III
i released my anger by listening to some advice and forgiving all the people ( this is what i must do before study psychology ) xD

i stopped being a soft girl. now im a big big girl. im happy be with friends. i learn to be patient on every particular thingy. i might became mature because of the guy. he taught me: you must be mature if not some other people will dislike you. you must learn from experience and always be humble. listen to others more than giving ur opinion in some time.

thks anyway. but don't no why. i love this song #count on me - bruno mars, just because its lyrics formed for friends. its a really nice song. nowadays i used to love bruno mars very well. of course i'll not forget my friend show lo.

jiayou NICOLE KOK!

Saturday, October 15, 2011

wii~~ :)

wii wang wang~~ i used to be a strong and happy girl nowadays... ahha donno why? :O fast fast!! left two more subjects to go and it's gonna end the exam!!! wohoo~!

tetapi hor... my smile has dissapeared as long as i saw the things you post. what you mean huh? i need to live under your control isit? i need to listen all of your instruction to the right of life isit? you thought you're the king of malaysia?! eff. you're misunderstanding on everything. but you just like to put one hand or leg in this situation. who tell you that you're havin' this qualification? oh ya! forgotten that you're a king.brainless...huuuuhh...~~

just calm myself in a really cool situation and tell myself. yes, you're really did something bad. but what for im angrying with you? no matter you're right or wrong / what people told me about you / it's a fact or joke... i'll still take you as a friend. although we may not meet everyday... know who am i talking about huh~!

有些人講話就是沒經過大腦 還是腦殘 腦袋秀逗吼? 隨便拉 反正你就是奇怪 奇怪到不可理喻 但你都不知道科技的發達嗎 人算不如天算啊 你就是做是不夠謹慎 才會百密一疏 自己懂自己干了什麽是拉 我不再計較 因爲你不值得

給自己一個微笑 =)

Sunday, October 9, 2011

exam-eve :X

lol. for me, exam-eve always meant to be a restful day. let our mind stop thinking and having a fully rest before walk in the exam hall. but donno why :/ this time's exam keep ruin me all the day. the nervous feeling cant stop, well, but im not distracting by anything~ actually nowadays, there's a person keep making me 'unlike' him/her. i'll not mention the name, maybe someone will know it.

know wat? i hate when tht fella said 'don care'. i hate when tht fella just treat me good when he/she needed me to do something. and he/she will not appreciate for it. i hate when he/she just noticed me as a passbyser. i hate when he/she just remember me when he/she needed me, without that, he/she'll just leave me alone. goodness!!! in summarization, I HATE YOU, dude~

u taught me to be mature girl, but u're just represented u're not and u're childish~ LOL xD