1000ml of tears ='(

it's really painful inside my heart but i just can't say anything out. stuck in the middle of throat. sucks damn shit -.-
just because of you, within these few days, i almost cry everyday at home!
cry without sound is much more suffer than anything be.
the tears came out with a really sour heart. it's really sour!!! please...
but what can i do? i don't know when you changed your attitude with 180 degree and your not even realised.
it's fine if you say your not. coz no one clearer than me, how you treat me last time!
to build up this relationship is not an easy job you know. i spend all my effort just wanna shorter our distance.
but let's see....i think i wasted my effort. sry dude. :)

那份恐懼、那份害怕、那份擔心、那份緊張 慢慢的浮現了
我真得很害怕面對你 看到你 我真的會選擇逃避
我不知道爲什麽
曾經 不久之前 我有一股衝動想為你做點東西
但看來只能‘想’了 好吧 反正想 應該不會造成你的困擾
應該不會被人講話 不會被人罵

i'll let you know, i can laugh with others but not you. and you should find out the answer yourself.
seriously, I'm lack of security. so....please forgive my childishness .

S1 steamboat party!!

tadaaaaaaaaaa x)

hell yea, long time no update my blog @@

CNY hols is gonna end soon. 

it's a very very soon cuz it's just TMRW!

hahhahah..okay! let's start the topic now!

went to friend's house for a steamboat party! oh yeah~ 

it's really fun but tiring day!! xD

1st I'd not forget to take photos la...

2nd this is the very first time I drink wine!!

wine please! not carlsberg or heineken or wat so ever~

it's a red wine!!! i drunk almost five or six full glasses! ><

hahahhahah xD

some of my friends are really drunk until sot liao~ 

luckily i just felt like sitting on the boat~! @@

we drink until very kua zhang lea ><

#like a boss #like an adult

seriously....we're not exactly 17 yet!!! xp

anyway, cherish this very very very rare chance we have.

some of them are not gonna study their senior3 next year. 

so must enjoy this wonderful 2012 la... hahahah

let's see photos now...

photos will bring you walk into the scene oh yeah!! xD

love you guys!! 12'S2S1 all the best!!!

fulfilled our 2012 with the very joyous laughter!!!

 girls talk =) with the parrot ><

 zhenzhou, zihao and ignatius! =) with the parrot agn!! ><

 MJ!! and the kelefeh zhenzhou~ hahahha xD

 ziyann and zihao!! hahah xD i like this! 

 fennnnnnn~~ best buddy ever~! <3

 wanshin!!! sista ever! xD 

 kangling! rocker plaster! wahahahha...

the one who make me laugh forever!

 fen fen agn >< i like this lea!! hehehhe xD

 five sista forever!!! tadaaaa x)

 i like this also!!! kaixuan and koe!

*koe! you're ugly xp

parrot!!! you always in the photos!!! ><

 girls gang!!! hahahhahah xD oh yeah~

1,2,3,4,5,.......11!!!! oh yeah~!

story end!!! happy CNY everyone!!!  =D

it's a break time.

woah!! time really go fast!

it's the second week of schl life!

and it's really really a busy life.

although it's my spm year, but there're still many tiny little trouble stuff for me to solve.

dude~~ my time almost given to you SCHOOL

now, im officially a tuition girl xD

no friends acc me..so sad.

but it's also good coz i can concentrate! =)

this saturday i gonna write calli agn for schl's competition one.

and this is my past work @ klcc parkson.

nowadays...opps! it's almost everyday i kena lemon from friends!!!

duh~ i hate lemon!!! 

i seriously don't know people can stop their message half way and act like nothing happened!

i'm really really curious and angry on it!!

coz, i really really do wait for your message whole night!

you really make me wanna yell *WTF

okay, please!! no more lemon for me...

all the best for days xD

happy birthday to YOU my darling in primary schl, 

WONG YUIN SHEN!

it's 2012!

oohh~ oohh~ ohho woah~~~

it's a brand new year! teeheheeee xD

and it's also known as the world end year? *lol =B

hmm... saw everyone's status wrote that they were countdown-ing somewhere~ 

it's sooooooo envy la.. i want also!

but..just gather with some of cousins! anyways, it's fun too! ^^

next year, i repeat and repeat..it's my SPM year~

lol xD very ngam cham i knw! :p

now already i feel that pressure! duh~~

hope everything will goes well and awesome!

i must change all my bad attitudes and habits! *trust me :)

next year, i must shout to everyone >>> I'm AWESOME and you knew it! xD